Friday I Will Remember

Syukur.

Alhamdulillah..and Alhamdulillah is all I can say. I can never thank Him enough for this. The last final exam result has just come out. 

Thankfully, He still gives me a chance to study here for another seven semesters to come. All my effort and hardwork is paid off to say the least. Lecturers, friends, and family have helped me a lot in achieving such success. 

However, I have to remind myself that this is just a new dawn to a great reward that awaits me at the end of this road. For many more semesters to come, I need to double or maybe tripled my effort. I want to make my parents and family proud of me. 

Thank You Allah. 

Silver Lining. InsyAllah.

You?

So hard to endure the person that makes reappearance in your life. When you try to forget her and all the things you have had, she then comes to reap all the old scars. When you try to deny all the feelings that exist in the corner of your heart, the feelings just get stronger. The force is unbearable and pulsating throughout your body. Her name keeps playing in the crown of your head. What should I do then? Must I stumble upon love again? Should I fight for it? Or should I just let it go? 

Best that I keep the feeling to myself. This explosive wrath may cause derogatory aftermath. I shouldn’t risk what I have now. Perhaps, it is even better if I edify my faith.

What to expect when you are expecting your final exam result

So true

None other than nothing is all I can say. Just keep hoping and praying hard. You know, praying does work well in this occasion.

Do not mess up your mind thinking how much grade you will attain...what if I didn’t do well...will my target come to be real...and so on. However do not get too cocky as well. Just be cool and relax. All your hard work will be paid off.

I had this nightmare where I came to know that my coming result is not showing a good sign. So what I do is to believe that it is just a dream. Of course, I am really hoping it would be the opposite of what I had dreamt.

But believe me, In Sha Allah...He will bellow upon you what is the best for you, not what you really want. So be ready and prepared mentally. Just redha with the fate that has been installed for us. Stay positive.

*the least you can do is you take yourself to a nearby beach and scream your heart and sorrow out loud. Do not get carried away by those feelings. 

In Sha Allah

Fuzzy Friday

mess

messier

messiest

not on earth!

At last, I am coming back to Malaysia! 

This is what always happens at the end of each semester.

Declutter the clutter.

Too many things to be sorted out. 

At times, you are bedazzled to identify things that you need or not.

Files are piling up like a mountain. 

Have a lovely and blessed Friday peeps!

Over

couldn't be any true. fate is fated.

The tussle and turmoil of exam is over. Glad that I have finally come to the end of my first semester of degree. Great semester with many dramas of ups and downs.

The examination had its full swing last week and this week. It couldn’t be any harder...it was tough like cracking a pistachio nut. I guess I deserve a pizza or anything scrumptious to sooth the resentment that rests heavily in my heart.

Alhamdulilah is all I can say. I manage to answer all the question. Leaving blank space is so not me. I have tried my best. No use of recalling the past because that is that. I could never be able to turn the clock or whatsoever it is. 

All I want to do is to pray to God that He would bellow upon me what is the best for me. Just hope I nail off all the paper. All I wanted is I pass all the papers and will be able to savour another seven semesters here at this place. If I were happened to get distinction, that would be a credit.

I know myself too well. I know my effort and I know my capability. Sometimes, I do well. But many times, I just screw up to the core. Enough whining. 

I just hate examination darn much. You see, at this time of the semester, you experience many things that make you think of your future. Just so many things cross by my mind. What if I screw up? What if I didn’t get what I want? What would parents feel? What if this...and what if that. Too many of what if.

I just hate to think that I didn’t do all out in my study. I play a lot. I do work at the last minute. And I learn my lesson. If these would be a test for me from God, I hope my strength would be strong enough to endure all of these. InsyAllah.

Enough sadness, let’s see what the future holds for me. I have there weeks of semester break before starting afresh and anew in the second semester. Love holiday so tight. I am going home very soon. I'm leaving this friday. Night flight.

I'm coming home. Tell the world I'm coming home. Nearby beach.

However, am still thinking of what I want to do at home. Reading books is for sure. What else can I do without having to fork out money? What am I good at? First, teaching English (extremely loaxing). Second, spend the rest of the semester in front of the talking cube (tv) watching my all time favourite cartoon. 

That would be a perfect idea of how I spend my holiday. Thinking of getting a job to stuff my pocket fat. Still searching for any job vacancies. 

hey little munchkin..hope to see you at home.

Last but not the least, I pray hard that I pass my final with flying rainbows colours. Happy Holiday fellow Teslians.  

Forever my Mummy

Love is in the air

Nothing is more soothing than a hug from a mum
Nothing is more contagious than encouraging words from a mum
Nothing is sweetter than a kiss on the cheek and forehead from a mum
Nothing is merrier than a laughter from a mum

Mum, you are my everything
You live in every single strand of my life
You are the reason why I keep holding on
You are the light that drives me through the darkness and downturn in life

Mum, nothing is comparable to your love and compassion
Not even money could repay your sincerity in showering love to me
Not much that I can do other than doing my best in everything I venture

As I am studying because of Allah,
I want to study hard because of you too.
I want to make you feel proud and happy
I am keen to hear you say,
"That's my soon, and he's now a teacher"

To be the reason and factor behind all your smiles is the best thing ever happened to me in my life.
To be in your arms is the most secured place I have ever been.
Your cooks are the scrumptious food I have ever tasted.
The moments with you are the moment that I cherish the most in my entire life.

Thank you Allah for giving me the greatest gift ever, my mum.
I love you so much...and nothing can deviate our love.
May your life will so full of love and blessing.

Thank you Mum!

Examination Turmoil

Exam is coming very soon and I'm still doing nothing except for hitting the keyboard to come out with this post.

I know the fact that exam is in a week period and I only have a week to revise all the subjects I will sit. 

I’m in the lurch of revising all the four subjects. 

Many topics to be covered and I have no idea where to start.

I hate this feeling when you get to think that you have a future to work on and you shoulder a huge responsibility of yourself. 

I feel guilty when thinking of the effort that has been put in vain. 

When I think of my parents, I think of high-end hope that has been put on me.

And I am dying to strive and thrive the best I can do. 

For some reasons, I am feeling very regretful for not studying early and I admit the clincher that I procrastinate a lot. 

If I double my effort this week, I know I can make it. 

What matters most now is that I must make studying a regular basis.

I have to forsake my sleep or anything derogatory for that matter.

There must be something good waiting for those who work hard and guess what, I am looking very most forward for that accolade. 

InshAllah, our hard work will be paid off as long as we set the right intention in our study. 

Let’s not stop praying to Him so that He will bellow upon us a good result. 

Let’s step on the gas now!

Cheklist:

Philosophy and Education in Malaysia

Child Development

Introduction to Linguistics

Literature in English

Welcome to the Family

Last Sunday, I was aired by good news from my eldest brother. His wife safely conceived a baby and the baby is a boy.  Alhamdulilah was all I can say. The baby boy will be the latest addition to Muhamad’s family.  

Having been blessed with two nephews before is a joy that I could not ask for more. They are now becoming the place to tease and play with. Their giggles and tears are the things that I yearn to hear every time all of us returned to home.

Again, I congratulate my eldest brother and his wife for being blessed with a baby boy. :)

Zharif

Abang - Danish

Tadaa! Here's Darwisy

Zharif and Danish

 

A Weekend Escapade

Long time no story. Have been away from blogging world for quite sometimes and I crave to cry my heart out.

The tussle of assignment is over and now is the time to savour the rest of the semester with merriment and excitement.

Cut it short. Again, I went to Penang to enjoy the time with the guys. It had been quite sometimes we; the guys had not gone for a trip. The last time we did was last year. And now is the time for us to rock and roll.

To be frank, this is the second time I went to Penang, but I would never have enough of Penang. Many more things are awaiting to be discovered.

There are 4 of us; me, Faiz, Messy, and Aiman. However, Aiman went back to his hometown the next day for good, leaving only 3 of us to discover the undiscovered of Penang.

Not to forget, the main crux of our trip was to purchase the book vouchers that we had just received. A bundle of books had I bought. We really had a good time together. The time we had was the moment that we would cherish and remember forever.

Enjoy the pics!  

Membaca amalan mulia

The host: Faiz

Seaview

Padang Kota

The Troop

Historical Site

Dinosaur's Attack

DinoTrek Scavenger Hunt

Nice to meet you, Mr.Dino

Great weekend, and great company! Lovely family of Faiz. I could never thank them enough for that they allow me to stay at their house. Looking forward for the next trip.

The time to sit back and play fool is over. Now is the times to jerk back into reality and get focused on my studies. Since the tests and final exam are yet to come, I must hit the book now. Till then, have a lovely and wonderful days ahead!