Felda Batu 8, Changlun

The best thing about having two mums now is that you get more prayers on your success. How sweet and thoughtful they are. The one from your real mom who has unceasingly loved you from the very beginning you see the world, and the one you just have from a program you join called Program Anak Angkat who is just as sweet as the one you already have. 

Though we are not family by blood, the warmth, charm, comfort and hospitality that we have received make us feel like staying at our own houses. I believe the intangible bond we have created is just as strong as the real one we have. The sweet thing about my mak angkat is she humbles herself by asking us to call her, mak. 

Mak, in life, Allah gives us brief moments to be together, but sometimes in those brief moments, we get memories that last forever like this one we just have. May you are always in the best of health and imann. Aminn. 

Our little family. 

Anak Angkat and Keluarga Angkat, at Felda Batu 8, Changlun Kedah

Thanks in abundance to those who have contributed a lot in helping us making this silaturahim a success. Alhamdulillah, we couldn't be anymore grateful. Keep in touch folks!

More Work

Definitely a bit chilly in the past few days until now...been raining every now and then, and the sun hardly makes its way through the thick dark clouds that are about to burst into tears of rain in any seconds. It reminds me of seasons I like most, autumn and winter which are possible to happen in Malaysia. But thanks to the geography of northern Malaysia for we experience 2 distinct seasons, dry and wet. And now it's wet season, I guess. One thing I like most about this place at this time is that this place witnesses a solemn stillness holds, and a perfect calm prevails which really bring out the beauty of this very land. More than happy to wake up every morning to the cold fresh air that shoves the face like icy water. 

Seem that I have nothing much to do when in fact, I have two tasks to be submitted tomorrow morning. And right now, as you can see, am rather typing this post away when I should dedicate all the time I have for the tasks. But decide to give myself a breather for a while because this brain of mine has been cudgeling for hours with little break to bring out the best idea it could...hence it is time to recharge the energy. I need it most right this second and couldn't afford to have any breakdown or anything because these tasks constitute a lot of percentage and the next reason is, i'm catching a bus to somewhere for my long weekend tomorrow which I could not afford to bring along the tasks with me. By hook or by crook, I need to get them done tonight even if they cost me my sleep, but that is tiny weeny matter.  

Now that i'm struggling with my own writ and grit, wish me the best and still in one piece after tonight! :D  

#ganbatte   

Alive and Kicking

As Salam

Long time have I not scribbled something in here. The past weeks have been quite a week...even to scroll down the dashboard to see the updates I hardly do, what more to write anything lengthy. Not that I have nothing to jot down just that laziness hits me to the rock bottom so it, really is my mistake for letting myself being lackadaisical. Plus, I've been a busy bee back in the days, with little or no break in between until everything bottles up to a point of total meltdown. Even so, this blog has always had a place in the corner of my heart. Now that I'm back on my feet...so just bear with me and what I'm going to rant.

Done with my last school attachment. great company, i've ever had. big things are ahead of me next semester, one of them is full practicum.

Know it all too well that we are all still in the raya mood and the thing I'm gonna talk is slightly off the topic, yet it is what people of my age are excited about or at least, thinking about it somewhere in the back of their mind. And marriage, it is. But first, taking this chance to congratulate my very very very best friend who's going to walk down the aisle very soon, in sha Allah. At first, all surprised, but excited to know that you've finally found the one you always dream of and we all couldn't be anymore happier for you. Back in the day of pure and unadultered teenagehood, we are more than happy to discuss about our crushes, but now, someone has taken a step forward. Somehow, it feels different, but our friendship shall remain the same. In fact, it is great to know everyone is moving on and doing very well in their life. Looking forward to the day. May Allah bless you always and everything you have planned. 

Like it is being told in every cliched Malay movies, love comes when it is least expected. So as to get marry, there's no need to rush. No point of courting anyone here and there if at the end of the day, s/he isn't meant for you. There will come the right time for you to settle down. In all fairness, let's ponder this one line that says..."Janganlah kita sibuk mencari jodoh, sebaliknya sibukkanlah diri kita mencari hidayah Allah." Have a deep thought about it...don't you think we are running out of time to really devote ourselves to Him, the one and only? So why do we disconnect our relationship with Allah and forsake everything into vain? 

I think i've said too much. Have a nice weekend! 

Let our faith stands still and strong.

9

This is one of those moments in life I'm going to treasure the most. 2 more years to go. It isn't that long as it sounds. Hence, let's cherish what we have now before everyone takes their own step into the world. 

Class iftar. The bros. Credit to Hafiy for the pic. =)

Voyage

The name as it suggests, a journey of a person with a huge potential in life bestowed upon him by Allah that are yet to be unfurled.

The one that will never take a day off from seeking Allah's blessing, mercy and forgiveness to lead the way to Jannah.

The one that will and  always encounter many challenges that the world has to offer that seems ridiculous at times and some of it does cause him to stumble and fall.

The one that will continue his way, peacefully, calmly, and full of confidence and faith.

The one that is willing to accept defeat and failure in order to learn and gain experience in life, with a big goal that is to grow stronger day by day and get closer to Allah. 

The one that love to be taken away by good books and a long walk on the beach and a stroll in the park on a sunny day, to enjoy Allah's creations.

The one that embraces his shortcomings for they define him as much as his talent.

For I, will continue my voyage with the strong will, infinite determination, strength, and courage of a Mujahideen.

Bon Voyage

Passion

Yeah, you're right after all. This might be the crappy blog that I can write nonsensical things in my pajamas. I know. Nothing here is worth to be read. Nothing here is worth to be shared. Nothing here is worth to be enjoyed. Yet everything here is a memory worth to be cherished. It is the only thing that I could count on to remind me how much have I gone through over the years - the smiles, the giggles, the pain, the tears...

But it's okay. I like writing and documenting my every thoughts here because it gives me a surge of relief to be able to let it out loud. You know, it takes real courage to immortalize every single details into words. This is they way I roll. I'm gonna keep my fingers dancing on the keyboard and nothing could stop me from verbalizing every thoughts that fleet through my mind, not even you.  

Have faith in people and embrace their uniqueness. Surely you will be surprised. :)

Ramadhan 1434H

As Salam

Believe it or not...Ramadhan is here, bidding us hello. Alhamdulillah for He has bestowed upon us the chance to savour another Ramadhan in our lives. Make the most of this Ramadhan to the fullest like it is our last for such a colossal waste if we let this golden and once-a-year opportunity slip through fingers.

  

Envy at those who have finally found their turning points. What about us? Are we there yet? Will Ramadhan change us and eradicate the other side of us that we abhor most...the side which always sees bad in other people? Seize this moment and make a move that turns us a better person, in sha Allah.

May Allah's blessings be with us ahead. :D

Persistence

Biiznillah

On how to reach the dream

We mustn't give it up

Hard though it may seem

Persistence is the key 

Never let it make us queasy

Sometimes we all have things to do 

that are not fun or easy

Yes! I can do it

Try harder every day

There are sacrifices to be salvaged,

it called for working rough

But there is lots of fun along the way

which help when things get rough 

#Persistence="i can do it" thought + giving effort + working tough 

Chill

Definitely a bit chilly this morning. Isn't it great that it is raining today? Hope it continues to rain throughout the week so we will have a beautiful, fresh and cool world to wake up to every morning. Weee...

Alhamdulillah

Anniversary

#June,28th 2010

27 misfits

Thanks Sammy

2 celebrations at the same time

Time saunters by pretty fast. Heck yeah...galloping away to the tick of time...3 years seem like yesterday. Can you believe it? I possibly cannot. Lest we may forget...on this very date...we first met back in 2010. Back then we are so naive and gullible. Over the years, we have taken our baby steps or quantum leap to grow and mature bit by bit. Our youthful vigor and teenage adrenaline are at their best to try almost everything college life has to offer. Such amazing 3 years, we have shared...it has been a crazy ride, yet splendid. And we are together through thick and thin, still. Though years may have worn us...but never will everything that is thrown at us get us weary and teary. Instead...we grow even stronger than before. A long journey ahead of us...keep on walking despite rain, storm, and shenanigans.

All that laugh

All that smiles

All that bickerings

All that tears

All that we have shared

Will forever be there

Etched in the back of our minds

As memories to be cherished

For the rest of our lives

Stay young, nimble and spry! :D

#TESLcohort2cycle3

#heart TESL D
#Alhamdulillah

 

Doubt

As much as I want to deny it, there is inkling that incessantly says that I am not cut out for this after all. This thought fleets through my mind and gets me to think that I may be as good as something else I yet to discover and unfurl. T_T

Just so right

#self-confidenceVSdelusion

The Day

Don't wish away what you have and you just receive. Just because it isn't the way you have always wanted, doesn't mean you can take it for granted...stick this in mind...you get what you give. Every little thing that is bellowed upon you is a gift and sooner it will bring you to the good and happy ending that you never ever imagine...it's a long battle. The most important thing is we must be thankful for that He still gives us sustenance and mostly, the chance. Say Alhamdulillah...that is all it takes.  

"Sometimes Allah gives us failure and hardship to teach us to stay and be strong, to get up, but mostly reminding us enlightenment and sustenance are His only right"

Alhamdulillah. Could never thank you enough. 

#ResultDay

#CambridgePlacementTest

#Semester3FinalExamResult

#Alhamdulillah

Nice

#2012throwback

Manukan Island

As I write, the late afternoon sun is lighting up the spray from the water skier out on the deep blue waters of the sea. Water which reflects the deep azure sky and stretches out to the mountains and isles on the far shore, over which tiny wisps of clouds are settling. SubhanAllah...it's really very nice here.

Happy

Everyone deserves to be happy, of any reason.

;)

Pause

Now and then it's good to stop and take a pause for a while in our pursuit of happiness and be happy with what we already have. Just because we want and crave for more, it doesn't mean we have to let whatever we have now slip through our fingers and take them for granted. For once, let the real immense feelings of satiation and happiness shroud our souls, hearts and minds to make us feel grateful for what He has been bellowed upon us. Remember, without them, we aren't what and where we are now. Take a minute and appreciate a little thing around before they're gone for good, only then to realize that life is more about every little step we take, than the goal we want to achieve. 

Read

Books are the bees which carry quickening pollen from one to another mind. What about Al Quran? Undoubtedly, it is unmatched with any other books in this entire world. The whole content of it is true, authentic...telling the truth, nothing but the truth. Only truth, it tells and teaches. Whatever it says, everything is deep in meaning and something for us ponder about and to reflect upon. Al Quran and its message are delving on many topics and are beyond compared. There is nothing but Al Quran, the holy book, the only scripture that we should believe in...it is no way fictitious or made-up as it never fails to provide us with constant guidance we need...supplement us with the knowledge we want to know...tell us boundaries we must not infringe. The entire book itself gives a surge of serenity and calmness to those who read it wholeheartedly. So lucky those who can recite Al Quran eloquently. Hence possibly read while you can, never too late to learn how to read and recite Al Quran. Imagine...a word, a reward, what else we want? Riddle me this then...if we could stand for hours just to finish a novel, why can't we do the same to Al Quran, dedicating and sparing some of our quality time just for Al Quran? And meant to ask (a reminder to self, as well), how many of us (including me) have read the Quran from cover to cover? Remember, a word of sage advice is way better than a gibberish talk of nonsense. 

Note-to-self

Everyone is looking for love, wealth, happiness, fame, mates and the list goes on and on like there would be no definite end to it. But the blessed ones are so preoccupied doing the opposite...searching for His blessing, begging for His mercy and forgiveness, asking for enlightenment and guidance, uplifting ones' ibadah, preparing oneself for akhirat and death...only then to come to the realization that everything around is insignificant if it did not lead to His path, and only to have sheer and ultimate happiness rolled in. 

Ya Allah...guide our way...ease our way...Aminn

Pray

Tempting

Worldly things are tempting, titillating...anchoring us down the darkest valley of lies and deceit. We drown...we suffocate...we asphyxiate to death. Nothing there makes us feel any better or close to Him. Everything is nothing but mere lies...faked by human for fools. But why do we keep tripping and tumbling? Strangled and struggle to find the escape path. Why are we too snob to acknowledge that lies lie right before our eyes and let them blur and blind our vision? Why are we so complacent with the things we have when in fact not a single soul and thing will last forever? Why are we so vulnerable to the worldly threats that we let them evade our souls...and indoctrinate our minds...thus drag us away from Him? Why do we feel so comfortable doing sins and still be so proud to walk on this earth made by Him? What does it take to really get over worldly temptations so that whatever we do is what He asks us to do? Think. Reflect.

Love

"Everyone has different ways to love. Just because it isn't what you want and expect, doesn't mean they don't really love you."

So true

Quickie

Silver lining. 

As Salam

Alhamdulillah…could never be thankful enough…I survive and certainly am. Killing 4 papers in 3 days, back to back…does sound so cumbersome to be maneuvered…seem legit…and a lot of work, huh? Certainly is. What's done is done. Not that I expect any mental breakdown or brain freeze in the past few days because I really need my brain at its best. Shoot...this week couldn’t be anymore hectic. I have had enough drama, not to mention there are times when sudden emotional lapse and inertia swing by to think of the things I could have done right in the examination…drain my motivation. Brain strenuously works to an extreme. And now is the time to put it at rest for a few moments. The exam is not better nor worse...just hope and pray for the best. This is yet not an end. I can’t possibly wait for the last paper on the next Monday, Moral Education and then…heading home! Holiday mode turns on right after…it seems to be that the mood comes early this semester or am I just being the one and only person who is already in the kind of mood? *wondering

All the very best. 

Jzkk