Friday I Will Remember

Syukur.

Alhamdulillah..and Alhamdulillah is all I can say. I can never thank Him enough for this. The last final exam result has just come out. 

Thankfully, He still gives me a chance to study here for another seven semesters to come. All my effort and hardwork is paid off to say the least. Lecturers, friends, and family have helped me a lot in achieving such success. 

However, I have to remind myself that this is just a new dawn to a great reward that awaits me at the end of this road. For many more semesters to come, I need to double or maybe tripled my effort. I want to make my parents and family proud of me. 

Thank You Allah. 

Silver Lining. InsyAllah.

You?

So hard to endure the person that makes reappearance in your life. When you try to forget her and all the things you have had, she then comes to reap all the old scars. When you try to deny all the feelings that exist in the corner of your heart, the feelings just get stronger. The force is unbearable and pulsating throughout your body. Her name keeps playing in the crown of your head. What should I do then? Must I stumble upon love again? Should I fight for it? Or should I just let it go? 

Best that I keep the feeling to myself. This explosive wrath may cause derogatory aftermath. I shouldn’t risk what I have now. Perhaps, it is even better if I edify my faith.

What to expect when you are expecting your final exam result

So true

None other than nothing is all I can say. Just keep hoping and praying hard. You know, praying does work well in this occasion.

Do not mess up your mind thinking how much grade you will attain...what if I didn’t do well...will my target come to be real...and so on. However do not get too cocky as well. Just be cool and relax. All your hard work will be paid off.

I had this nightmare where I came to know that my coming result is not showing a good sign. So what I do is to believe that it is just a dream. Of course, I am really hoping it would be the opposite of what I had dreamt.

But believe me, In Sha Allah...He will bellow upon you what is the best for you, not what you really want. So be ready and prepared mentally. Just redha with the fate that has been installed for us. Stay positive.

*the least you can do is you take yourself to a nearby beach and scream your heart and sorrow out loud. Do not get carried away by those feelings. 

In Sha Allah