Thursday, 24 May 2012

Fuzzy Friday




not on earth!

At last, I am coming back to Malaysia! 

This is what always happens at the end of each semester.

Declutter the clutter.

Too many things to be sorted out. 

At times, you are bedazzled to identify things that you need or not.

Files are piling up like a mountain. 

Have a lovely and blessed Friday peeps!

Wednesday, 23 May 2012


couldn't be any true. fate is fated.
The tussle and turmoil of exam is over. Glad that I have finally come to the end of my first semester of degree. Great semester with many dramas of ups and downs.

The examination had its full swing last week and this week. It couldn’t be any was tough like cracking a pistachio nut. I guess I deserve a pizza or anything scrumptious to sooth the resentment that rests heavily in my heart.

Alhamdulilah is all I can say. I manage to answer all the question. Leaving blank space is so not me. I have tried my best. No use of recalling the past because that is that. I could never be able to turn the clock or whatsoever it is. 

All I want to do is to pray to God that He would bellow upon me what is the best for me. Just hope I nail off all the paper. All I wanted is I pass all the papers and will be able to savour another seven semesters here at this place. If I were happened to get distinction, that would be a credit.

I know myself too well. I know my effort and I know my capability. Sometimes, I do well. But many times, I just screw up to the core. Enough whining. 

I just hate examination darn much. You see, at this time of the semester, you experience many things that make you think of your future. Just so many things cross by my mind. What if I screw up? What if I didn’t get what I want? What would parents feel? What if this...and what if that. Too many of what if.

I just hate to think that I didn’t do all out in my study. I play a lot. I do work at the last minute. And I learn my lesson. If these would be a test for me from God, I hope my strength would be strong enough to endure all of these. InsyAllah.

Enough sadness, let’s see what the future holds for me. I have there weeks of semester break before starting afresh and anew in the second semester. Love holiday so tight. I am going home very soon. I'm leaving this friday. Night flight.

I'm coming home. Tell the world I'm coming home. Nearby beach.

However, am still thinking of what I want to do at home. Reading books is for sure. What else can I do without having to fork out money? What am I good at? First, teaching English (extremely loaxing). Second, spend the rest of the semester in front of the talking cube (tv) watching my all time favourite cartoon. 

That would be a perfect idea of how I spend my holiday. Thinking of getting a job to stuff my pocket fat. Still searching for any job vacancies. 
hey little munchkin..hope to see you at home.

Last but not the least, I pray hard that I pass my final with flying rainbows colours. Happy Holiday fellow Teslians.  

Sunday, 13 May 2012

Forever my Mummy

Love is in the air

Nothing is more soothing than a hug from a mum
Nothing is more contagious than encouraging words from a mum
Nothing is sweetter than a kiss on the cheek and forehead from a mum
Nothing is merrier than a laughter from a mum

Mum, you are my everything
You live in every single strand of my life
You are the reason why I keep holding on
You are the light that drives me through the darkness and downturn in life

Mum, nothing is comparable to your love and compassion
Not even money could repay your sincerity in showering love to me
Not much that I can do other than doing my best in everything I venture

As I am studying because of Allah,
I want to study hard because of you too.
I want to make you feel proud and happy
I am keen to hear you say,
"That's my soon, and he's now a teacher"

To be the reason and factor behind all your smiles is the best thing ever happened to me in my life.
To be in your arms is the most secured place I have ever been.
Your cooks are the scrumptious food I have ever tasted.
The moments with you are the moment that I cherish the most in my entire life.

Thank you Allah for giving me the greatest gift ever, my mum.
I love you so much...and nothing can deviate our love.
May your life will so full of love and blessing.

Thank you Mum!

Tuesday, 8 May 2012

Examination Turmoil

Exam is coming very soon and I'm still doing nothing except for hitting the keyboard to come out with this post.

I know the fact that exam is in a week period and I only have a week to revise all the subjects I will sit. 

I’m in the lurch of revising all the four subjects. 

Many topics to be covered and I have no idea where to start.

I hate this feeling when you get to think that you have a future to work on and you shoulder a huge responsibility of yourself. 

I feel guilty when thinking of the effort that has been put in vain. 

When I think of my parents, I think of high-end hope that has been put on me.

And I am dying to strive and thrive the best I can do. 

For some reasons, I am feeling very regretful for not studying early and I admit the clincher that I procrastinate a lot. 

If I double my effort this week, I know I can make it. 

What matters most now is that I must make studying a regular basis.

I have to forsake my sleep or anything derogatory for that matter.

There must be something good waiting for those who work hard and guess what, I am looking very most forward for that accolade. 

InshAllah, our hard work will be paid off as long as we set the right intention in our study. 

Let’s not stop praying to Him so that He will bellow upon us a good result. 

Let’s step on the gas now!

Philosophy and Education in Malaysia
Child Development
Introduction to Linguistics
Literature in English