Sunday, 27 February 2011

No love before graduation...

So today remarks a very momentous deal between me and my friends..

Hot Hunks involved ; Muhammad Arsyad , Muhammad Aiman Fahmi , Mohamad Hazwan

Today, March, 27th 2011
At 3.54 p.m.

We promise to ourselves, family and god: TO NOT HAVE ANY LOVE AFFAIR BEFORE GRADUATION!

Because...we have a long journey to go...and to worry over a woman is useless.

Because...our future undertaking is still blur...and to think of having love is a procrastination.

Because...we want to finish our degree successfully...and woman is about to be the obstacle.

Because...we readily lost hope in woman...and we know our true love is somewhere out there...let the time decide. every relationship, woman always slashes a scar in our heart...and we have enough with heart-broken.

Because...we aren't ready to have another relationship...and we afraid of commitment.

Yeah....we really think we can do matter how seducing is a woman...we will keep ourselves herculean!

No more crying over woman...once hurt considered broken!

Friday, 25 February 2011

You + me = well...just the same.

Hi there...

I'm back again on my virtual land...and today I have something to confess...something that has been intimidating me since I was in the first here is the perfect place to get off something from my chest...feeling good!

Let's get started!

I can't comprehend why do some people has this kind of thought on our batch (TESLian) like..."'re so social!"..."teslian?..ermm...they're such evil"...and etc. You know how much me and my friend have broken into pieces when this kind of thought are pointed out on our face...Can you imagine how humiliated we are...We then don't even know where to put our face. If it's to hide...well..I assume you all will say..."such a complacent!". They words that you mutter have no end as if there's no good adjective that can describe if we're the residence of if on our head there are "evil" chop depicting the misbehaviour of TESLian. Oh...please...we don't!

And now...if so happened that you all are in our shoes...what will you do and act? what will you say and react? will know how we feel right all this while...

I have to admit the fact that...we maybe not as pious as you...but we do worship Him like you do...
We maybe not as disciplined as you...but, we know our jurisdiction, bound and we really work hard towards the end product.
We maybe too fashionista and glamorous not like you all...but that's the way we lighten up ourselves...
We maybe talk too much in English that you derive as Jews Language...but that's our major...and we need to get ourselves prepared for the sake of our studies...
We maybe too socialized with no boundaries within men and women...but we are all aware which one is right and wrong like you do...

So...the point now is that What's wrong with us?

Have we ever mind your business like what you do to us?
The answer would definitely be "NO!"

I know your good intention to advise guide..and to bring light in us...
But all I can say...the way you do is so cynical, sarcasting..and intimidating!
I'm no by any means overwroughtly pious but nevertheless to say...the way you advise isn't so suitable instead it causes us to hate you more and more!

Just so you know...we all keep ourselves shut all this while not because we're chicken and afraid, but because we realise no matter how hard we confront you...we will not win at all...we can't even close and tight your mouths are that are yours and you are the one who are responsible of your mouth...well..mouth are created to say word to depict the least. We know if we keep in silent...that shows how smart we saying goes...those who speaks a lot are complete booby and stupid...Bummer! We do know who are to judge people...we aren't good in judging and will never be and so are you...Nay, we're human! You may say whatever you like...but we know who are and we know our atmosphere is so full of colours and sparks...making our days full of joys and fun...unlike plain, yet so dull and monotonous!

Remember...we're perfectly act like you have such an angelic traits...with no flaws at all...come on...stop dreaming guys...we are so full of flaws!
We don't even have the prophecy and crystal ball to control the destiny...if we do...i wonder what a catastrophe will occur in this world!

That's all I guess...this post has no offence on any's just a random thought from me...A liberal TESLian...

Saturday, 19 February 2011

Smile whenever you are down and low...

Hi there...well...weekend is always heaven for me...time for me to sleep...and enjoys what lies ahead...

So, from now on...everybody...smiles whenever you're down and low...

whenever it rains or shines...

whenever it sweet and bitter...

as always life isn't always rainbows and butterflies...

Little did I know, smile can sooth away our stress and pressures...

And mind you...your smile can wash away others stern countenance and brings them new life...though at that're at the deepest depth of sorrow...

Just so you know..A good smile is contagious because it makes the smiling person, and the witnesses, feel good. Research has isolated a smile from other influencing variables to discover that seeing only a smile
makes you feel better. 

Likewise, seeing a person frown makes you feel worse. It is a magical brain-to-brain connection that links humans in an almost mystical way. You can make people feel good,
make yourself feel good, and make yourself look good by cultivating an illuminating smile.

You don't have to be born with a great smile. The face is comprised of muscles that you simply need
to control to develop an illuminating smile. You can carve a great smile from your face.

Buy, one thing for sure..Your illuminating smile is like a dimming light that has varying can light up the room at its highest level (a big smile), it can be off (a normal face), and it can be anywhere between.

Say 1..2..3..CHEESE!

p/s:the smile on your face let me know that you need me...there's truth in your eyes...that's truth that you need me...

Friday, 18 February 2011

No harm to fall in love with your Very Very Best Friend...

Hi there...sorry for being melancholy lately...and been dragged with love thingy...just so you know...I’m neither turn head-over-heels on somebody nor in love with somebody...get it, got it, good...rather my endorphine hormone causes me to talk about this teenage problem...but, please don’t get me wrong...I’m neither a love guru nor even love, here’s the problem that I’m trying to comprehend.

Are you in love with your best friend, your very best friend of an opposite sex?
Little did I know that some of us feel agitated when they found themselves falling in love with their best friend but were afraid to reveal their feeling for him or her, fearing that it might just ruin the whole friendship. And that some were nevertheless feeling lost wondering whether is it alright of them to be reacting so.

Now, to be falling in love with your best friend whom is of the opposite sex is perfectly alright. There is definitely nothing wrong with that. You, falling in love with someone of an opposite sex; what wrong can there be? It is not that you are falling in love with your best friend whom is of the same sex?

In fact, to put things in a nicer and more encouraging way, I would say that this could just be an establishment of a healthy love relationship.

Well, how would you define a healthy love relationship? One, which both understand each other well; sharing a lot in common and nevertheless always enjoying that companionship of one another? Yup, these are without doubts few of the very key criteria to a healthy and successful love relationship.

Similarly here, why would one become your best friend? Because the both of you get along very well, sharing a lot in common, always enjoying that presence of one another?
Now that your best friend is of the opposite sex, it is just very natural of you to actually be falling for him or her. And this is especially even so, when he or she is physically charming or attractive in the looks too.

You are just very naturally reacting to your human emotions. It is just usual for one to be attracted by the opposite sex, especially when the both are also getting along very well with one another.

Hmmm….? Slowly and unknowingly just falling for him or her as the time goes by… This should just be a very genuine feeling of real love, I should believe? Falling just further as you got to know him or her better… Now, Isn’t this a love more beautiful and meaningful compare to a love at first sight?

But still, many have chosen to just keep their feeling to themselves for the fear of the possibility of ruining the whole friendship, hurting themselves just further each day.
Well, this can indeed be pretty tough a situation to be handling here.

But still, I believe that one should always be fair to oneself. One should never deny himself or herself of his or her chances and especially of the chance, which may just be the answer to his or her happiness.
And to be on the positive side; if you can be feeling something for him or her, why isn’t it just possible that he or she could be feeling the same for you too? This is certainly very possible. Perhaps he or she might be just waiting for you…

In fact, many of the couples whom you see out there used to be the best of friends too before they are actually together.

Now, there is no way you can ever just lie to yourself. Yes, you may be still putting on a smiling face in front of your that opposite gender best friend. But deep down within yourself, are you truly happy and satisfied with things? Or are you just feeling more and more miserable each day? Do honestly ask yourself.

Think about it. Don’t you want to give things a try?

Well, to be trying doesn’t necessarily mean asking you to just do a show hand. Remember, the both of you are afterall still best friends. There will be just plentiful of chances where you will get to be seeing him or her. You can simply make use of all these chances to slowly make known your feeling for him or her and at the same time, try to find out how he or she felt about you too.
And you can nevertheless also work things around by trying to get him or her to like you, to fall in love with you instead. Remember, you already have the advantage of the means to easily be initiating and arranging for some very “couple” dates or activities; giving him or her some little hints, suggesting that idea of a possibility of things between the both of you… And maybe along time, he or she will just develop that something for you too?

If you never try you can never know…

I know things may not be that easy for you. But you can definitely be trying in the smart way, which is not going to greatly affect or ruin the friendship. If things don’t really work out well, you both can just remain as friends.

Well, at the very least, you will know that you have been fair to yourself by actually trying and have not denied yourself of that possible chance? 


Hi there...In this post...I'm going to be slightly emotional...I should have said I always be so...Nay, do bare with me!

What an awful state of mind must a man have attained, when he can despise a mother's counsel! 

Her name is identified with every idea that can subdue the sternest mind...that can suggest the most profound respect...the deepest and most heartfelt attachment...the most unlimited obedience...It brings to the mind the first human being that loved us...the first guardian that protected us...the first friend that cherished us...who watched with anxious care over infant life...whilst yet we were unconscious of our being...whose days and nights were rendered wearisome by her anxious cares for our welfare...whose eager eye followed us through every path we took...who gloried in our honor...who sickened in heart at our shame...who loved and mourned, when others reviled and scorned...and whose affection for us survives the wreck of every other feeling within. 

When her voice is raised to inculcate religion, or to reprehend irregularity, it possesses unnumbered claims of attention, respect and obedience. She fills the place of the eternal her lips that HE is her counsels He is conveying the most solemn admonitions...and to disregard such counsel, to despise such interference, to sneer at the wisdom that addresses you, or the aged piety that seeks to reform
you, is the surest and the shortest path which the devil himself could have opened for your perdition. I know no grace that can have effect; I know not any authority upon earth to which you will listen, when once you have brought yourself to reject such advice.

Thanks mum...with the advice that you have given to me...I now life...we can't always be the winner...there's one moment that we will be the loser...and afterall, this is is just full of randomness and surprises...your words have thought me how to endure and undergone life through complete despair and remarkable hope. 

All hail...and long live mum! You're my treasure and music in me! The foundation I built upon my life! 

Our love never has ending...and beyond limit and boundaries...Love You Mum! Sorry for the mistakes that I have done...I'm just a little human who is still searching the light in and downs are the spice of life...MUM, I LOVE YOU!

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Have you?

Hmmm…? Have you ever fallen in love with someone? I should suppose your answer is a yes?

Well, there is definitely nothing wrong with that. What to say, we are human afterall, creature of great emotions. There is no way we can stop that very love chemical from producing and pumping within us. It is just very natural for one to develop a liking for another opposite sex especially when they are just physically attractive in appearance too.

That is life. Life is just full of surprises.

Thursday, 17 February 2011

One has got to get the meaning rather than the word...

I tell you earnestly, you must get into the habit of looking intensely at words,and assuring yourself of their meaning,syllable by syllable, nay, letter by letter.

You might read all the books in the National, if you could live long enough, and remain an utterly illiterate,uneducated person; but if you read ten pages of a good book, letter by letter...that is to say, with real are forevermore, in some measure, an educated person.

The entire difference between education and non-education (as regards the merely intellectual part of it) consists in this accuracy. A well-educated gentleman may not know many languages, may not be able to speak any but his own, may have read very few books; but whatever word he pronounces, he pronounces rightly.

An ordinarily clever and sensible seaman will be able to make his way ashore at most ports; yet he has only to speak a sentence to be known for an illiterate person; so also the accent, or turn of expression of a single sentence, will at once mark a scholar.

Let the accent of words be watched, and closely; let their meaning be watched more closely still. A few words, well chosen, will do the work that a thousand cannot do, when every one of those few is acting properly, in the function of one another.

So, what I'm trying to conceive here is that no matter what slang and accent you have and practice now...just let it long as you feel comfort with it and people can understand you well...even if you are more American than American.

Monday, 14 February 2011

A new leaf...

Don't undermine your worth by comparing
yourself with others,

It is because we are different that each
of us is special.

Don't set your goals by what other people
deem important,

Only you know what is best for you.

Don't take for granted the things closest
to your heart

Cling to that as you would your life, for without
them life is meaningless.

Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living
in the past or the future.

By living your life one day at a time, you live all the
days of your life.

Don't give up when you still have something to give

Nothing is really over … until the moment
you stop trying.

Don't be afraid to admit that you are less
than perfect,

It is the fragile thread that binds us to each other.

Don't be afraid to encounter risks,

It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.

Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's
impossible to find.

The quickest way to receive love is to give love.

The fastest way to lose love is to hold on too tightly,

And the best way to keep love is to give it wings.

Don't dismiss your Dreams. 

To be without dreams is to be without hope.

To be without hope is to be without purpose.

Don't run through life so fast that you forget
where you've been,

But also know where you're going.

Life is not a race, but a journey to be savored
every step of the way

And I will be there...

Sunday, 13 February 2011

Summer. Weekend.

Hi there...

Really sorry for not writing as frequently as ever...Not that I run out of's just that semester two really catches me up and kills if I can die standing alone.

Not that my life is getting boring and plain and clich├ęd...or even keep repeating the same routine...Once again, time is always envied on me...and no time to fool fact, still I have time to facebook in which wastes my time a lot.

Despise all...I make my weekend as the day to scroll down my blog and of course update my life story...though it isn't something that is interesting to read...BUT...for real...MY LIFE ISN'T THAT PLAIN!

So here the summarisation of this week:

1) Summer season

Is there any of you love summer so much...please say "I"...Bummer...I hate summer and certainly will never be fallen in love with it. Just so you know...Jan and Feb is the beginning of dry season or its popular name, "summer season" in Perlis...the weather is definitely so if the sun is just beneath your head, which is impossible! I hate it so much as it will make me soaking wet in sweat as if having bags of ice inside of my cloth. Sweat flows like water runs free in the river...can you imagine that! To make things worst and mediocre, perhaps catastrophic too...some farmer take this chance to burn their paddy and guess what it's just make things complicated...causing the temperature to rise. Not to surprise you all...smoke fills the air...haze occurs here and there...Oh my...I don't like this! Driving me to have bad cough and my eyes become achy and rashes formed. No that I blame the nature, it's just that we are the one who spoils its beauty and tranquility. the payback time for them on us...Serve us right!

2) Weekend I feel like forever

Though it's dry and hot here in never stops my friends and I to go out and hang out somewhere that we like. It does feel good to escape from IPG sometimes. LOL. According to the plan...on Saturday...we go for a shopping-spree at Pdg.Besar. It is miles away from campus and we decide to rent a car...and our friend, Mr.Hazwan acts as the driver...he's undeniable good in it. We go out early that morning as we go to Kangar first to settle down several things before magically found ourselves at Bukit Ayer to visit the bona fide mother-nature. It is as if a day trip around Perlis which is not that big. Later...we head ourselves to Pdg.Besar...and blink on and off...Here in Pdg.Besar we are! We arrived there at more or less 4 p.m and guess what...It's shopping time! From shop to shop we visit...It's just so many things are sold...but not much that I buy and end up my discovery by buying 1 t-shirt, and 2 sweaters...We really have our times there...and Pdg.Besar we will see you again next time!

3) Study...haven't I?

Why there must be exam in this world? Why on earth they create this system? Why...and why? I had enough with exam. early March...I will sit for a crucial exam which is TESL mock exam. As we are slightly different from the others as we will be having Real exam in semester three rather than be tested in every semesters. So...what have I prepared so far? LoL...not much other than sleep and eat and facebooking...Oh my...I do waste my time on it...and really have to wake up from a long sweet dream! Though it's just a trial's a big big gargantuan enormous thing for me...and to say the least tsunami of coursework are once again hitting my laziness shore...really need to double and triple my effort!

So...starting this week...Study and Coursework modes are activated!

So...I guess that will be the end of my story...till then...have a nice day ahead!

Saturday, 5 February 2011

What is L.O.V.E ???

Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? 
When we cry? 
When we imagine?
This is because the most beautiful things in  the world are unseen.
We are all a little weird and life's a little weird...and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours...we join up with them and fall in  mutual weirdness and call it love.

There are things that we never want to let go of...people we never want to leave behind...but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the's the beginning of a new life.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt...those who have searched and those who have tried...For only they can appreciate the importance of the people
who have touched their lives.

A great love? 

It's when you shed tears and still  you care for him/'s when he/she ignores you and still you long for him/her...It's when he/she begins to love another and yet you still smile and say I'm happy for you.

If love fails, set yourself free...let your heart spread its wings and fly again...Remember you may find love and lose it...but when love never have to die with it...The strongest people are not those who always win...but those who stand back up when they fall.

Somehow along the course of learn about yourself and realize there should never be regrets...only a lifelong appreciation of the choices you've made...A true friend understands when you say, I forgot...waits forever when you say...just a minute...stays when you say leave me alone...opens the door even before you knock and says can I come in?

Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive...not how you listen but how you understand...not what you see but how you feel...and not how you let go but how you hold on...It's more dangerous to weep inwardly rather than outwardly...Outward tears can be wiped away while secret tears scar forever.

In love, very rarely do we win...but when love is true, even if you still win just for having the tingle of loving someone...more than you love yourself...There comes a time when we have to stop loving someone...not because that person has stopped loving us...but because we have found out...that they'd be happier if we let go.

It's best to wait for the one you want than settle for one that's available...Best to wait for the one you love than one who is around...Best to wait for the right one...because life is too short to waste on just someone.

Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who hurts you the most...and sometimes the friend who takes you into his arms...and cries when you cry...turns out to be the love you never knew you wanted.

If you really love someone never let go...don't believe that letting go means that you love best...instead fight for your love...that's what true love is.

Laugh to your heart's cannot go
through life without it

p/s: love is in the air...hopefully...that particular person will open her heart to me...

I swear...promise...and oath of life...

Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can
disturb your peace of mind.

To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to
every person you meet.

To make all your friends feel like there is
something in them.

To look at the sunny side of everything and make your
optimism come true.

To think only of the best, to work only for the best,
and expect only the best.

To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.

To forget the mistakes of the past and press on the
greater achievements of the future.

To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give
every living person you meet a smile.

To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.

To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, and too
strong for fear, and to happy to permit the
presence of trouble.

p/s: never promise that you can't keep...

Another holiday story

Hi there...

After such a long time...blogging has been my-to-do list though I am not writing as frequently as long as I keep my life stories are told...and my ideas are conyerged and's all fine and great for me!

Fine...let's back to our main crux.


I bet no one ever miss this word in their mind and so do I...I knock hard my head as ever...still...I am in subconscious...not know what will happen next...and not aware what is happening now.

I knock again...and there you go...still blurred with what have been endured...and knock again my head...and this time...I try something else...somewhat more risk-taking style in which I knock my head and look up at the sky.

Weird...this time something has pulsated through out my body...something a stardust illuminating my soul...I feel heavy and in the spur of the moment...tears filled my eyes...and then...I gain my insanity.

A consciousness to help me go through the reality...the fact that I can't turn the clock...or even seize the time...things that I had aren't always remain comes and goes...but one thing for sure...memories live forever...that's what somehow I'm trying to cherish embellishly with joys.

This one week break...or in short...CNY holiday...has meant a lot and myriad to me.

I never know this is the time for me to look back and self-motivate myself while enjoying what has been given to me...Seriously...I now know...If I never ever try to speak out...take a step forward...and ask...I'll never know...I'll never buck up...and I'll never get the answer...something has triggered me to keep myself up and going with the flow...never take things for granted as it is hard to get once it lost.

Enough with that...So...what has happened through out the holiday? and somehow what am I doing through out the holiday?

In short...nothing much...and nothing interesting other than my sister's engagement! As a little brother...I somehow proud and happy for my sister and pray for Allah to give them blessings.

In fact...on that auspicious day...Never before I saw my sister jovial...and to tell you the never cease from her lips...and that smile is so special and somewhat having divine and superpower spirit that will catch many eyes. I know she's so happy and excited and believe a love fairy has strucked her heart with love arrow...making her soul becomes big and liberate to give a space to the other half. I'm very certain she's big and adult enough to embark on a new stages of life as live and to love other half is to conjure up to the other half.


I think that will be the end of my story...till then peeps...