Birthday Lullaby!

20.3.1992

Like a bird swifts in the air...I'm now turning 19th years old today.

For the first time ever in my life...I celebrate my special day alone...lonely without my family by my side...lonely without my beasties wowing here and there(prank). So, I guess it would be different from now on. I have to learn to do things on my own...to walk on my own feet..and to be proud with my own work.

19 years...quite a number, isn't? And it does mean everything.

19 years have I been living on the earth...19 years have I been breathing the oxygen...19 years have I been seeing the world through my eyes...and 19 years have I been given a chance to live...So...the question now is that...what have I done for myself so far? 

Nay...not much that I can say...It does not even embark on a new history of human civilisation...but...It's enough to make myself feel contented and exasperated...I like the way I run my life...as I was born this way baby! I love and adore what I am doing throughout my life so far...though I have to admit that there's a time when everything seem wrong and not go on in the way that I hope..but..this is life...I learn a lot from that and thinking positively is the only answer. 

Still...I have dreams that I fail to get them into real...But, mind you...I will never stop trying the moment I dream of that until I get them one day in the future..No matter how hard they are...I will always put my feet on the pedal, and  step on the gas...so that I know...the dreams that I dream aren't empty clouds; perpetual dream; or even an illusion...so that I will realise one day...Hey..arsyad! Those dreams are reachable.

Bye-bye 18 years old and I would say hello to 19 years...hope that from now on my life would be more merrier

Hope that I would gain victory in whatever battle that I in

Hope that I would always be living under his blessing, to lead for a better life

Hope that I would be a better Ummah from day to day

Hope that I would succeed in everything that I do

Hope that all my dreams and ambition will come true even though it takes time to come into real

Thanks for the wishes everyone...either on Facebook or Handphone...that's so sweet! May your days will be fulled of joys and merry!