I will not let myself sail by
this month writing barely minimum posts. Deep down at the bottom of my heart, I
have always wanted to write more, at least a post a week just to give myself a
solid platform to hone my writing skills which are still mediocre and in need
to be ameliorated with the most. But heck, I fail miserably.
Third year of BTchng (TESL)
To top it all, my third year of undergraduate
studies is going really fast at the rate I hardly get a proper breather with a
mountain of tasks need to be handed in before we are going out for our first
teaching practicum which requires my writing skill to be at the best level
possible after a good 2-months holiday.
My plate is pretty full and I couldn’t
let any second wasted on unnecessary things.
Okay, I may have aggrandized a
bit since the truth is that I have much leeway time to enjoy the bestest
weather this state has ever experienced, and watch movie one after
another. Procrastination detected!
Cold days every now and then.
Speaking of the weather, it has
been pretty chilly and windy the past weeks until now. Note that this is quite
rare for this one state to have its temperature plunged to near 20c. I kid you
not. I like the ambience the weather brings to this place when the leaves on
the trees start to fall on the ground and scatter around, thus create scenery
of autumn foliage you will never get to see in other months.
Every morning, howling sound of
strong wind wakes me up. It takes me sometimes to jump out of my bed because I
feel better mellowing myself in the cocoon of loneliness disguising itself as a
fluffy duvet that keep me warm from cold and keep me company almost every
night. And again…it takes real courage out of my male bravado to brave through
the alfresco hallway to the washroom to get refreshed. With the strong wind
that shoves me right away when I open my room door, my body trembles from the
coldness. How adventurous my morning is!
But that doesn’t dampen my spirit
to wake up early in the morning to perform my duty as a Muslim, to give thanks
to Allah for being given another chance to live and repent, and…the nikmat of
cold days because never in my wildest thought this could happen to this state. This
is beyond normal realms of thinking. And it isn’t right to think we could steer
it because Allah is far superior than His creations, us. There must be a reason
why Allah makes it this way.
So much so, isn’t obvious that
Allah is the most powerful that He could do everything on His will? To change
anything the way He wants it in a split second…that He owns this world and all
its contents including us…MashaAllah…
Before He takes everything that
is once ours…let’s say Alhamdulillah for all the blessing given.
:)
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