what in the world was i getting harebrained on you..
believe me, with all your heart, and your soul full of love, i didn't mean to tear your feeling into pieces.
nope at all, i swear with the moon and the stars above.
might be, i was just somehow stressed out with my life.
it got complicated as i progressed and kind of dull and monotonous: full of the same colours and shape.
making matter sorriest, i mis-exploded out on you.
i knew, upon raising my voice on you, i abruptly scared you the most and you kind of traumatized with me.
and i felt the same too:bad, sorry, atrocious and horrendous.
truthfully, not only did i felt perplexed with myself, i was somehow petrified with my feeling.
it was getting cumbersome to maneuver.
i was easily losing my control on it.
getting wild, wilder, and wildest.
with a strange combination of regret and self-aware, i tried to change myself, like shifting from bad to right.
as a matter of facts, truth be told, i could feel a monumental changes taking place in my life.
by this time, i was more than comfortable and feeling flattered as if i was flying in the sky while riding on unicorn.
p.s.am planning a holiday to penang during deepavali with friends.