Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Ramadhan is in the air!

As if yesterday we were celebrating new year, I admitted it. Time moved too fast. And tomorrow, we will face the month of Ramadhan. Praised to Him that He still gives us the life and chance to savour this coming Ramadhan. Let's mount up our Ibadah and good deeds, purify our hearts, and strengthen our faith and niat! Let our feet stay strong and firm on the ground, and our faith and belief stays unchanged. 

p/s: istiqamah..will I be..right?

*Random Thought

If or when you decide to do something important, you will know that you did so with great care, much thought and respect.

Failure is a part of learning process, which then you will improve yurself.

The PastPresentFuture

It is easy to be negative about past mistakes and unhappiness. But it is much more healing to look at ourselves and our past in the light of experience, acceptance, and growth.  
Our past is a series of lessons that advance us to higher levels of living and loving. The relationships we entered, stayed in, or ended taught us necessary lessons.

Some of us have emerged from the most painful circumstances with strong insights about who we are and what we want. Our mistakes? Necessary. Our frustrations, failures, and sometimes stumbling attempts at growth and progress? Necessary too. Each step of the way, we learned. 

We went through exactly the experiences we need to, to become who we are today. Each step of the way, we progressed. Is our past a mistake? No. The only mistake we can make is mistaking that for the truth.

Never fall on the past, get a strong grip on the present and cherish it as it is a present for you, most important, look forward for your future.

Today, Allah, help me let go of negative thoughts I may be harboring about my past circumstances or relationships. I can accept, with gratitude, all that has brought me to today.*Give thanks to Allah*


Peace out! Have a lovely weekend...

Life as we know

Life is so full of surprises, and unexpectedness, isn't it? 

We never know what is coming next. And if you know it, things would be better and great, I guess.

Even if we do not know what lies ahead, we must expect the unexpected in our life and always be positive.

There are reasons why things are the way the are, aren't they? That is why we should never whine and sigh of over difficulties and adversities that come upon us. They are not ephemeral, and soon here comes the sunny and bright side of them. Be thankful with what you have had. Never let them slip through your fingers. 

Peace out!

Let's enjoy this comic strip...What a surprise! Would you like to have this kind of surprise? :D

Incomprehensible

You know, when you have to let out something out of your chest, you feel like wanted to have someone in front of you whom you can talk to hours on end, and someone who can give you respond and direction whenever you lose your faith, your confident, your will, your dreams, your spirit, and most important your zest of life which are the things that keep you fighting in this life. 

How I wish I can fly like the bird in the sky...and feel the air brush your face...and enjoice the life without has to worry about other thing...Oh boy, you have to keep on fighting Ash!

Peace out!

*Ranting

Many times, how I wish if there is a PAUSE button in my life, I wish I could pause only the happy moments when I can enjoy myself to the fullest. 

The moment when only me with my world within, and no intervention of others. How peaceful!

Also, I wish I could have a remote control of life that sets REWIND button which means I can return to my old times to fix the past. And if that is possible, my life would be greater than NOW. 

You, you and you! Please walk away from my life!

By correcting and fixing and repairing what is good and wrong in the past, I reckon I would come out with a big genuine smile that shine others' life too.

But, who'll give me a power to fix the past? IMPOSSIBLE. I should have admitted the fact that I could not turn the clock..

I guess I must live with the idea that to not be regretful in the future, I must not follow or do thing that your heart says it's wrong.

Hatred*

Maybe it is a sign that I grown up a lot, I guess. But, the thing is, I seem not to be able to control this feeling. I should have said that I am grateful to be installed with this kind of emotion at the first place, rather than I hate it when it gets worst and wild to manage. All this while, all I do is to keep it inside, yet I can't stand with it anymore. I could not be bothered of letting it out. Lest I may disgrace anybody, I think I should keep my long face for quite some times, so that people would know the existence of hatred feeling within me. Ah!

I HATE IT!

Oh Allah, please show me the way. Oh Allah, let my feet stand firm and strong on the ground and my faith stay unchanged...Amin.

Do not bother to ask me why and what...Chugelle! Hate it when you can't find the necessity to like it!

Gua Kelam Weekend Retreat.

We are the rempits, come and dare to challenge us!

Camewhoring at the entrance.

It was chilling cold that I had to heat me up by sitting on a piece of wood.

I hope I haven't late to tell the world that I have been to Gua Kelam during last weekend that it was such on a short notice that we decided to release our steam from the tons of work that we had. On that day, the weather was at the finest state of it, I guess as the sun was there to shine up the day and yeah, there's no sign of it's going to rain soon. What a good weather to go somewhere that you can relax while enjoying yourself to the fullest!

Actually, I was not alone as I went there with my best friends, Mr.Hazwan and etc. We went there by motorbikes and imagined, an hour ride from Kangar to Kaki Bukit, would that not mean half of your body was paralyzed that you couldn't feel your backbone was actually at its straight position? How painful it was! Yes, it was. The reason we chose Gua Kelam were that just because it was free (noted:the most important factor), and free from the hustle and bustle of the city that it lived in its own world of serenity and beauty of the world. So much exaggeration, I admit it. I couldn't say more, we had immense thrill of fun that we did not know the meaning of tiredness and etc. We just loved the place that was still untouchable and pristine. Subhanallah, how beautiful Gua Kelam was, I just jaw-dropped seeing the beauty that god gave to us.

Forgot to say that, on our way home, we dropped by the Timah Tasoh Lake. Subhanallah, again We were mesmerized by the beauty that is beyond compared!

Enough rambling, let the pictures narrate the whole story!

Ain't deserved to call yourself a friend.

First thing first, I'm not by any means addressing this to anybody. Just another random thought from me.

If you cannot accept what your friend are saying, 

what are you friend for? 

What for you befriend with him/her?

What type of friend are you?

 peace out!

"C" mode is activated.

Yoohoo...times move so fast like a speeding bullet, I concede it. Without realising it, I have been here for a month and for a month also I have been in semester three. I haven't done much to say in the first place. There are so many things to buck up with as I will be seating for my final exam this semester before I embark on my step into degree level next year. Insyallah. Prior to my studies, well said, I have two assignments in my hands now that they are due next month. Hope that I can finish them all within this week. Guess have to burn the midnight oil,but eventually I just have the typical fluorescent lamp in my room to light the space whenever it gets dark. Not so funny, I admit it. I am not a comedian to say the least. :/

Weekend in campus is dull and boredom fills the air like you are stranded on a dilapidated and exile island that has no inhabitants at all. Okay, I aggrandize it too much. It is not so monotonous but what is more you can expect to do in campus, primarily in Perth-lis. Nothing, I reckon. My roommate are out of town this weekend for he joins a camp in the neighborhood state. I do nothing that I go to have a cut of my hair yesterday. I just love my new hair cut, I guess. But yeah, I cannot find any verdict to why I should hate my new hair cut. And starting this weekend, I can sense the semblance of Ramadhan in the air that is just around the corner. Yippee...I am so elated and delighted that whenever Ramadhan comes, it brings along  Hari Raya.

There's only one god, and he is Allah.

Enough talking, I ramble too much, I think ,but nothing useful comes out from my mouth. Poor me.

Before I end here, since tonight is Nisfu Sya'ban...let's make a prayer for Allah to apologize all of our mistakes and may he grant upon us his blessing. Amin. Ya Allah, let our feet stand firm and strong on the ground and our hearts stay unchanged. Amin.

Full-time.

If ALLAH is all you have.

 

I'm proud to be muslim...and no one ever can deny and defy me as a muslim. Oh Allah..the most gracious and merciful!

 

You have ALL u need.

Oh no!

I have been informed by someone that the mock exam result that I had sat last semester will be coming out tomorrow.  I could not believe what I had heard and tried my very best to accept the truth. I thought he was just kidding in the first place that he always used to tickle and pull my legs, yet what he said was real and I was jaw-dropping and my body trembled to fear. My mind started to question why must it come out this week? Why can’t it be last semester that I can get off this thing out of my chest during the semester break? Why can’t we just keep it as a secret that no one will ever know what his/her result is? Not that I was not prepared to face the truth, it was just that what if the result that I will get is not what I have hoped for? Would that not mean it will make me down the whole day? 

Silly me, I guess. Now I know how the rest of my friends feel when they are about to receive their exam result, I reckon.

Hurdles are just perpetual dreams and hallucination that stop you from moving on.

 

Whatever it is going to happen, I will take it as a fate that has been determined upon me by Him and most important, I will take it as a motivation for me to keep going and striving for the best. What is done cannot be undone, isn’t it? Come on man, this is not the end of the world and journey, yet you still have final exam that you have to work out for. I believe in whatever things I do.

Peace out!

Random Post.

Commitment

Maturity

Readiness

Responsibility

Preparation

Acceptance

What? I kid you not.

I could not be bothered reading a novel, Three Cups of Tea, written by Greg Mortensen during Islamic Education class which was just a complimentary subject to say at the first place. I have to concede the fact that I know nothing about what I should know and that is why I have to sit for this class in this semester, I guess. At times, it comes to a sense that what was written in the novel draws my attention more than what the Ustadz is trying to say. Luckily, he never spots me doing something else during his class. What a relief! How blasphemous I am, I admit it.  

I guess the post has got nothing to do with the title. Pardon me. I have three books to go.

Here and there, I will be the faithful comrade to listen to your saying.

Random thought.

Live without pretending, love without depending, listen without defending, speak without offending.

It's not easy to befriend with the right friend and to fall in love with the right people. It needs times, thus when the right time has come, so be it.

 

Peace out!

Battling alone.

Innalillah...

Don't we realise that we have been tested by HIM?

By then it makes me realised of what we have undergone previously.

I have made a lot of mistakes due to my ignorance, I admit it.

I am not a good servant of HIM, I concede it.

Oh god, please shows us the right way and path to prevent us from going astray.

If we manage to undertake this barricade, we are just going to be fine again..Insyallah..

Oh god, please forgives our sins, thus accept our apologies.

Oh Allah...please shows us the way...

I am just not so strong to keep on and moving on.

I am brittle, fragile and weak that I cannot fight this battle alone, I concur it.

Oh god...

Get over it.

You cut me like a knife

Chop me into pieces

That I can never be re-amalgamated

Yes, it never was and never will be

We never give up and give in, don't we?

p/s Your name has been etched on the uppermost level of my heart.

Terkilan.

What will you feel when you have someone whom you can trust and believe in the most is the one who dislikes what you do and disgusts with you? 

And to make matter worst, that particular people keeps bullshitting behind your back.

It is abysmal, and would that not mean s/he is backstabbing you.

Yes, s/he does.

I just feel want to scream out loud!

I just feel my heart wrenched into pieces and I don't know how to portray my frustration towards this particular people. No regret after all, it teaches me not to tell everything about yourself to others and not to always be kind to others even if you know s/he is a nice and benevolent person at the first place. No offense!

cited from a freelance website.

A quiz I squeeze my head the most.

I guess I should have hit the book now as I have grammar quiz tomorrow. Nay, I just don't feel like open the book and the moment I touch the cover of it, I start to yawn and yeah my eyes feel so heavy as if there's a stone clinging on my eyelids. Too much aggrandizement, I admit it. I have to start facing the reality that I have a QUIZ tomorrow and the subject is Language Description-in and out about grammar that I reckon with the most, I guess. I should not take this quiz for granted even if I know the question will be so difficult as if you are trying to crack a nut with your tongue, aren't you? Okay...My point, I must hit the book now, and somehow I need a gist to engross and titillate my interest in revising this subject. I have to bear in mind too that I am a TESLian and what is more I can expect in this quiz if not to do my very best as to prove to everyone that I am just as good as the rest and capable enough to be an English Teacher - A guider for foreign language, I hope so.

See, how uptight can I be about the grammar quiz? We use grammar in our daily activities, don't we?

So, Language Description, please be nice to me,and I will be nice to you in return, and also I will revise you more frequent after this. By then I will know grammar is not only just my GRAND-MA but also the GREAT GREAT ANCESTOR of English Language.

Possessive, check! :D

Ash, as I said, go and hit the book now!

Time is ticking away.

 Those days were the past

Days that we couldn't return to

Days that we shouldn't cry over things that we had procrastinated

Days that we could never turn the clock

Oh time...

Get up, buddy! Run for your life! This is real life! You're the one who can handle it!

These days are the present

Days that we shall fight till forever

Days that we shall fill with joys and moderation

Days that we shall cherish with success and zest for life

Days that we shall never put a second at waste

Oh time...

Oh time...